Chapter 5 - Parahelion

 

Chapter 5

Parahelion


 

“Just don’t look in the back of the Van.  That’s it.  That’s all I need.”

“What’s in the back of the Van?”

All I can manage is to shake my head no as it drops from a fatigue born or steering the unsteerable.

“Just, fuckin, lets just give me the ticket, I go.”

The Statie un-buttons the leather thong that secures his 45 caliber Revolver, and repeats himself.

"Its not, Its just, lets just get me the ticket, I go, then its perfect.”

The Statie takes a measured step back and with his gun out of the holster now he tells me he will need me to get out the vehicle.  Then commands it.

“Officer, officer.” But there is no officer anymore.  It's hot but it's not Moab hot.  The Van is still dead on the side of the road, and I am mostly somewhere else.





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